Jordan Jonas: belief

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…It’s a brilliant idea. Yeah. Another thing that could have not worked, but it worked and it came through, and I was like, “Oh,” I heard the cans clink. And I was like, “No way.” And so I ran over, I didn’t know what it was exactly, but something was coming along the fence. And I ran over and jumped in the bush next to the funneled exit on the fence. And sure enough, the big moose came running up and your heart gets pounding like crazy. You’re just like, “No way. No way.” I probably could have waited a little longer and had a perfect broadside shot, but I took the shot when he was pretty close, like 24 yards, but he was quartering towards me, which makes it a little harder to make a perfect kill shot. And so, I hit it and it took off running, and I just thought, I was super excited. I couldn’t believe I actually, I was like, “Oh my gosh, I got the moose. I think that was a really good shot. ” You get all excited, but then it plays back in your head. And particularly when you’re first learning to hunt, there’s always an animal that gets away and you make a bad decision or not a great shot or something, and it’s just part of it. And so, of course you’re like, “I’m not going to be satisfied until I see this thing.” So I followed the blood trail a little while and I saw some bubbly blood, which meant it was hitting the lungs, which meant it’s not going to live. You’ll get it, as long as you don’t mess it up. And so I went back to my shelter and waited an hour. I skinned that rabbit that had caught and then super nervous the slowest hour ever, ever. And then I followed it along, ended up losing the blood trail. I was like, “No, no.” And then I was like, “Well, if there’s no blood, I’m just going to follow the path that I would go if I was a moose, the least resistance through the woods.” So I followed kind of along the shore there, and sure enough, I saw him up there and I was like, “Oh, I was so excited.” He laid down, but he hadn’t died yet. And so, he just sat there and he would stand up and I would just like, “No, no, no, no.” And he would lay back down, I’d be like, “Yes.” And then he would stand up, and it was like that for a couple hours it took him. And then finally at one point, and a lot of people have asked, “Why wouldn’t you go finish it off?” So, when an animal like that gets hit, it had no idea what hit it. Just all of a sudden it’s like, “Ah,” something got it, it ran off and it lays down and it’s actually fairly calm and it doesn’t really know what’s going on. that gets hit, it had no idea what hit it. Just all of a sudden it’s like, “Ah,” something got it, it ran off and it lays down and it’s actually fairly calm and it doesn’t really know what’s going on. And if you can leave it in that state, it’ll kind of just bleed out and as peacefully as possible. If you go chase after it, that’s when you lose an animal because as soon as it knows it’s being hunted, it gets panicked, adrenaline, and it can just run and run and run, and you’ll never find it. So I didn’t want it to see me. I knew if I tried to get it with another arrow, there’s a chance I could have finished it off, but there’s also a not bad chance that it would see me, take off, or even attack, because moose can be a little dangerous. And so, I just chose to wait it out, and at one point it stood up and fell over and I could tell it had died. And walked over, you actually touch it and you’re just like, “Whoa. No way.” That whole burden of weeks of, “You’re going to starve, you’re going to starve.” And it got rid of that demon. To be honest, it’s one of the happiest moments of my life. It’s really hard to replicate that joy because it was just so real, so directly connected to your needs. It’s all so simple. It was a peak experience for sure.…

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